Sunday, 29 November 2009

  • Souluex's Journal - The Fallen

    The Fallen

    Hello World ~
    Today didn't make it for service 3 in the morning because I woke up late, sad.

    Down with flu and just woke up after taking medicine, and now my head is spinning like a top. Baby is sick too, hope she recover soon. No mood left to play guitar anymore, just feel so sick and restless now. Hope I recover soon too.

    Tomorrow there will be 2 new guys moving in to stay in a room they rented. I wonder how are they gonna be like. Hm, I think I'm gonna faint soon so I'll just update this blog quick.

    Well, I wanna say sorry to my cell group friends for what I did and the attitude I gave on Friday. Somehow the memories from secondary school days came back, and I just can't help but hate it whenever someone hits me. Some memories just can't be forced out of your brain no matter how much force you used. Anyways, sorry alright?

    School test tomorrow, gotta finish up on the final year project design before tomorrow morning. Holidays are just about a few days away from now, and dance elective module is starting soon too. Still having trouble finding work though. Never mind, I'll just keep on finding.

    Alright, that's about all I think. I'll update again real soon, so long then ~
    - Souluex aka B.Panda

Sunday, 22 November 2009

  • Souluex's Journal - Eyes of Fear

    Eyes of Fear

    I fear clicking on the "add me" button,
    I fear knowing you,
    After knowing you I fear falling for you,
    And now I fear losing you.

    Hello World ~
    It's been a few days since my last post hasn't it? Been rather down and so I didn't have the mood to blog recently. Anyways, had a wonderful dinner with Baby yesterday at AMK Hub although I was late. Hope she enjoyed it. Walked her home after that and took a bus back to Woodlands, took a bus home and slept like a log.

    Today Baby gave me a wake up call at 7.25am but I was already awake and watching TV an hour before her wake up call. Hahhs. Not long after that Liying called and asked me to help out at West Coast Plaza with her because Mind Matters, a tuition center we worked in before, was having an official opening and lack of manpower so I took a quick changed of clothes and went down to Causeway Point to meet her and then we took a cab down to West Coast Plaza.

    The event was fun, most probably because I got to know more juniors of mine that are currently studying at the same secondary school that I graduated from. Hahhs. Went to Jurong Point after that and played in the arcade for awhile to vend my anger and sadness. It sure did work out in the end.

    Took bus back to Woodlands and walked back home, the journey was cold and lonely and for the first time in history I really almost stop walking halfway and cry but thank God I didn't.

    Gonna sleep soon I suppose.
    Ja mata ~
    - Souluex aka B.Panda

Saturday, 14 November 2009

  • Souluex's Journal - Real Or Fake

    Real Or Fake?

    Weird title for a post huh? But that's how I felt today.

    Woke up around 11 plus, too lazy to style hair today so went out to meet Andrea and her sister after putting on my cap and finding my keys. We met at Khatib MRT station and off we went for church service.

    Reached church at 3pm, service was fun and I love today's message. Hahahs.

    Waited for Issac and Hui Shuang's bible study lessons to finish, we chatted while waiting for them. Sorry guys, I know you care about my sudden change but I really don't feel like sharing out now so there's no way you can force it out of me by asking. Thanks for the advice on guitars though.

    My heart's super confused now, not because I don't kow what to do but because of the way you guys talk to me. I don't meant to be rude but I somehow felt it was someone else idea to ask about what happened to me. Kenneth asked a question that triggered this effect, he asked "说出来会死吗?" and it made me felt like I'm being force to tell out things from my heart. Look guys, I'll tell it out when I feel that I need a break but not when I feel like I'm being force into telling out things.

    Anyways, went home after that while the both of them went to Jurong Point to search for stuffs.

    I'll post again tomorrow.
    - Souluex aka Black Panda

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • Souluex's Journal - Long Awaited Outing

    Long Awaited Outing

    It's Friday! Hahahs. Why am I so excited you asked? Oh it's because today I finally met up with baby again since the previous days we were not free. Hahahs.

    So after my class test today, took a bus from Tampines interchange towards Ang Mo Kio and took a nap during the journey since it's a 1 hour bus ride. Surprisingly I reached an hour earlier so I decided to give the arcade a visit while waiting for baby to arrived and I played Wangan Midnight MAXIMUM TUNE 3 / 3DX.

    Baby reached around 1.30pm and gave me that adorable blur look again. Hahahs. We went to buy movie tickets for 2012 and saw that a few timeslots were fully booked but thank God we managed to buy movie tickets for the 2.45pm timeslot and thank God even more for letting us get the same couple seats at the same cinema hall when the rest of the seats are taken. Hahahs. Hey check this out man! In 2 out of 3 of the movies we watched, we got the same hall and we got the same seats for all 3 of our movies. Wow ~

    Anyways, after the movie we walked around in AMK Hub a bit since it was still drizzling, then we bought "sotongs on sticks" from Old Chang Kee and strolled to baby's house. On the way there she scared herself when I asked her why did she buy seafood when her hand's still injured. She's super cute when she scares herself for no reasons. Hahahs.

    After sending her home I practically ran towards Ang Mo Kio MRT station because I don't have much time to reach Angeline's house for cell group. So I practically reached there without my bible and notebook. But thank God I made it to cell group today because I felt I needed that presence to wake me up spiritually again. We had refreshments after that and oh did I mentioned we had crosswords puzzle for games? Cool ~

    Went home after that. Gonna head to bed after this soon. So long readers!
    - Souluex aka Black Panda

Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • Souluex's Journal - Forgotten Being

    Forgotten Being

    Forgotten, that's how I felt the minute i saw your reply. But it's not just your reply that made me felt forgotten, other people in my circle of friends made me felt left out too. Maybe I should really go back and stay there for good, so that I won't need to remember the fact that I'm being forgotten as time pass by. Well, just maybe.

    Anyways, today was quite a fun but also tiring day. There's this Guinness record for the longest Sport Stacking duration and my friends and I were teaching people how to play sport stacking from morning until early evening, believe me, it's tiring to teach hyperactive kinder garden kids. Word.

    Right after that, accompanied my lovely sister Wanzhu back to Woodlands from Tampines via bus 969. Thanks for waiting for me babe! Hahhs. Went to Causeway Point and changed into another set of clothes before going to Suntec City for my blood donation briefing. I got lost thanks to those useless direction signs in Suntec City. Hahhs.

    And so I stayed after the briefing and helped out in packing some stuff before going back home with a new friend I got to know named Ivan who studies in Republic Poly. Oh oh and he stay super near me too! Cool ~

    I'm gonna study for my test tomorrow after posting today's blog. Hehhs.

    P.S. Maybe you guys find me a disturbance or a nuisance most of the time while hanging out with me, but you guys don't have to worry too much now 'cause I'll be going back to my house in Malaysia during my December school break. I'll just be back for my final year project meetings. No more disturbance should be a good deed I'm doing for you guys I hope.

    So long then.
    - Souluex aka Black Panda

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